Brutkey

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space
Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space
video games

currently trying to exploit a bug I found in an old game where going out of bounds in an unloaded area causes the player to respawn at last checkpoint but duplicated constantly

I had a few seconds of playing as 30+ duplicates at once, all dysnyced in location but all shoot at once

then I returned to spawn and game freeze...

trying to replicate but avoid crashing is proving difficult

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space
video games

silly developer, momentum carried me to a spot with no collision, despite your attempts to stop further generation of momentum, existing momentum was sufficient to reach the area with no invisible wall blobcatthink

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space
video games

currently trying to exploit a bug I found in an old game where going out of bounds in an unloaded area causes the player to respawn at last checkpoint but duplicated constantly

I had a few seconds of playing as 30+ duplicates at once, all dysnyced in location but all shoot at once

then I returned to spawn and game freeze...

trying to replicate but avoid crashing is proving difficult

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space

using a browser, I can see the photos

so its not internet connection

defederation?
app issue?

I don't have the spoons to figure this

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space

hm

posts are appearing with an image in theory, but none are showing

not even a 'loading' box

the post appears as if it contains an single space and is not even image sized

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space

so
new debian?

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space

hoping for rain

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space
mental health negativity.

tell me
what am I doing it for?

drink the pain away but it just gets me crying

soothe the soul with music but its a melancholy and I will just cry

ask me whats going on and I will break down

the most peace I feel is waking up on the floor, with the crust of last night's tears

with my makeup ruined down my face

but being awake is enough to remember who I am and what my life is

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space
mental health negativity.

there is no running

there is no distracting

the only person who gives a damn just wants to get in my pants or for me to get in theirs

walk in the street and a vehicle is coming and I just stop

either hit me and I'm free
or don't

and I carry myself on
what does the future hold?

what do I care?

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space
mental health negativity.

tell me
what am I doing it for?

drink the pain away but it just gets me crying

soothe the soul with music but its a melancholy and I will just cry

ask me whats going on and I will break down

the most peace I feel is waking up on the floor, with the crust of last night's tears

with my makeup ruined down my face

but being awake is enough to remember who I am and what my life is

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space
mental health negative

you shout into the void and recieve nothing back

the more I work the more I hate my job
the less I work the more time I have to think

I'm ok but I'm not
ask me how I am and I was doing well a moment ago
it all comes rushing back

how am I?
I want to die

just take it day by day right?
so what if I go to bed?

whats waiting for me when I wake up?
the loneliness
the job
the anxiety and dread

I come home from work and what?
whats there to do?

I enjoy nothing

hobbies, video games, eating
all do nothing

I look forward to emptiness
I just gotta get through the day
and for what?
what goal was I working toward?
what made today or last month or tomorrow worth it?

nothing
there is nothing

every day I wake up and bear it so that I might sleep and wake up to...

to what?

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space

buy a laser
laser class not specified
alright then, I expect a class 4 laser