Nia@Nia0@lgbtqia.space
you shout into the void and recieve nothing back
the more I work the more I hate my job
the less I work the more time I have to think
I'm ok but I'm not
ask me how I am and I was doing well a moment ago
it all comes rushing back
how am I?
I want to die
just take it day by day right?
so what if I go to bed?
whats waiting for me when I wake up?
the loneliness
the job
the anxiety and dread
I come home from work and what?
whats there to do?
I enjoy nothing
hobbies, video games, eating
all do nothing
I look forward to emptiness
I just gotta get through the day
and for what?
what goal was I working toward?
what made today or last month or tomorrow worth it?
nothing
there is nothing
every day I wake up and bear it so that I might sleep and wake up to...
to what?