Nia@Nia0@lgbtqia.space
tell me
what am I doing it for?
drink the pain away but it just gets me crying
soothe the soul with music but its a melancholy and I will just cry
ask me whats going on and I will break down
the most peace I feel is waking up on the floor, with the crust of last night's tears
with my makeup ruined down my face
but being awake is enough to remember who I am and what my life is
Nia@Nia0@lgbtqia.space
there is no running
there is no distracting
the only person who gives a damn just wants to get in my pants or for me to get in theirs
walk in the street and a vehicle is coming and I just stop
either hit me and I'm free
or don't
and I carry myself on
what does the future hold?
what do I care?