Brutkey

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space

tell me
what am I doing it for?

drink the pain away but it just gets me crying

soothe the soul with music but its a melancholy and I will just cry

ask me whats going on and I will break down

the most peace I feel is waking up on the floor, with the crust of last night's tears

with my makeup ruined down my face

but being awake is enough to remember who I am and what my life is

Nia
@Nia0@lgbtqia.space

there is no running

there is no distracting

the only person who gives a damn just wants to get in my pants or for me to get in theirs

walk in the street and a vehicle is coming and I just stop

either hit me and I'm free
or don't

and I carry myself on
what does the future hold?

what do I care?