I swear... I want to just unfollow everyone I kept on various platforms from my Twitter days. The queer Christian crowd was kinda fun but every time some reasonably well known pastor says something exceptionally stupid or toxic (which happens A LOT) it's all any of them talk about for days.
I just don't need the drama.
(I don't follow any of them here. But I do have a few I follow on Instagram. Maybe I should just delete Instagram. 🤔
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Y'all... It's Taco Tuesday. 😋
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Here's a thought...
I think part of the reason I haven't been longposting as much lately is because I'm kinda done.
Somehow finding Ashley and finally giving up on my parents may have closed that chapter of my life in a sense. I'm still traumatized. I still have days when I just sit on the couch for a couple hours just being angry or sad or missing my mom. But there's a closure now and I no longer feel the need to wrestle with my past constantly. I know what happened and I know what it means. Good enough.
I think this is a good thing, even if it feels a little weird to say. I think I'm finally moving on.
And I'll still write. I'm sure of that. But I'm not sure what about. I don't think I'll write that much more about plurality. I don't think Ashley was very comfortable with me talking about her the way I did and I'm trying to learn to respect those wishes. Our relationship is ours to sort through, not the Internet's.
Maybe I'll write about asexuality? I'm starting to accumulate quite the library of thoughts on that. I'm not sure.
IDK what the point of any of this was. Just that I feel like I'm starting a new chapter, just maybe not the chapter or in the way I was expecting. I think it'll be good, though. 💜
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Trying not to be depressed about the state of the world... It's not going well. 🫤
I'm okay. Just... Ugh... 😩
I really need to stop cooking from recipes. Every time recently when I've just gone "This sounds good", went to the grocery store, bought stuff, and made it up, I've knocked it out of the park.
My toxic trait is that I tell people, after they figure out that they're autistic, that it was obvious AF.
I honestly don't know how anyone can watch a pride parade and think "You bunch of degenerates" unless they have a massive, and I mean truly epic, stick up their ass.
Mad respect to the queens who do a parade in heels! 👠
Tacos are the new garlic bread.
#Asexual
Sex is great and all but have you ever had a really great taco? 😋🌮
(No, not that kind of taco! I'm not being lewd here.)
#Asexual
Faith 🧋
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