Brutkey

Faith 🧋:v_tg: :v_lb: :v_greyace:
@faithisleaping@anarres.family

Here's a thought...

I think part of the reason I haven't been longposting as much lately is because I'm kinda done.

Somehow finding Ashley and finally giving up on my parents may have closed that chapter of my life in a sense. I'm still traumatized. I still have days when I just sit on the couch for a couple hours just being angry or sad or missing my mom. But there's a closure now and I no longer feel the need to wrestle with my past constantly. I know what happened and I know what it means. Good enough.

I think this is a good thing, even if it feels a little weird to say. I think I'm finally moving on.

And I'll still write. I'm sure of that. But I'm not sure what about. I don't think I'll write that much more about plurality. I don't think Ashley was very comfortable with me talking about her the way I did and I'm trying to learn to respect those wishes. Our relationship is ours to sort through, not the Internet's.

Maybe I'll write about asexuality? I'm starting to accumulate quite the library of thoughts on that. I'm not sure.

IDK what the point of any of this was. Just that I feel like I'm starting a new chapter, just maybe not the chapter or in the way I was expecting. I think it'll be good, though. 💜💚

Sophie
@sophiesometimes@anarres.family

@faithisleaping@anarres.family Looking forward to your Medium Posting era? I’m so glad you’ve gotten to a level of closure so you can move into this new phase. 💖

i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]
@ics@tau-ceti.space

@faithisleaping@anarres.family It's good to see you healong, the qounds scarring and the pain subsiding. Of course, the scars will be there to stay but one day you'll see most of them as the the symbols of your freedom rather than as sources of your pain. I know what I am talking about, trust me on that.

Does this mean that we can now go back to more "normal" toot size limits or is "normal" just never going to be us, the misfits, the rebels, ...? 😘💖