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anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

how many of us is enough to satiate your bloodlust? are you enriched for severing yourself and others from community?

THAT anna. in my single user instance era.

to new and returning friends: hi! everyone has a lot of rules in their bio for interacting. im not complicated. im on a single user instance here and i like talk to all kinds of people, and follow a lot of people otherwise i wouldn't get to see your posts! i have a lot of fun here, and i have standards, but i talk to a lot of different people with a variety of communication styles, and i will not curate your feed for you. set your word filters appropriately, if necessary. if you're curious about what happened to
witches.live, my pinned posts have some things i have said about it.

minors go do your homework and stop talking to strangers on the internet

to my haters: if you're mad i still dare to exist despite your continual harassment of myself and my friends and got lost on your way to the block button, lmk so we can make the block mutual. i don't care to read any of your shitty posts and i paid the frankly stupid fee to renew witches dot live in hopes your crybaby HOA-mandated defederation is still intact and i dont have to watch you shit yourself or deal with you ever. if however you ever realize that you're wrong and a transphobic, bigoted piece of shit and want to stop working hard to make the world a worse and more dangerous place, i will always accept apologies. you can reach me from any instance that's not some nazi infested shithole i blocked for screaming slurs at me.

are0h dni unless its with an apology


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anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

Wrote a post in reply to someone with some further context about the whole thing that went down with ehjovan that has been used repeatedly to post-facto justify destroying my instance and our community as me being some kind of giant harassing racist, and I think it's time I make clear the huge part of this that is missing, though some of it does come out in my posts in the background posted by fedilore here:

https://mastodon.social/@fedilore/112169508646343514

The thing left out of that thread outside of some oblique-ish references in screenshots is that the person i was accused of "harassing" was someone i was told was some presumed-white fuckjerry-style instagram influencer bro and i wanted them to block my instance because at the time (and still to a degree) blocks don't work if they're not mutual. I had in several previous occasions annoyed admins of servers that I didn't want to gobble up all my users' posts into blocking us after asking nicely didn't work, and yeah I didn't want some instagram bros harassing my users behind some half-working mirrorglass block!

Silly as that may be, that was my impetus and always was; I was misinformed of the kind of people were on ehjovan and who ejhovan himself was and was trying to protect my users from an internet subculture that would go on to be known for such great hits as Fyre Festival. However, after some barbs back and forth, I actually got to know ehjovan who wasn't an asshole and mostly just confused by my demands to block witches, and in the process got to know him better and made some friends on his instance. After I had realized my error and stopped demanding a mutual block, I learned that ehjovan was not some white fuckjerry instagram influencer bro, but actually a gay black man with a great (if somewhat canceldon-incompatible, which was where the bad information i had in the first place came from) sense of humor. At no point did I both know ehjovan was black and was pestering him, so it is and has been pretty ridiculous to call me racist or accuse me of "targeting PoC" for this. I had a lot of fun with him and some of the people on that instance, and I still miss them to this day.

Part of what's so fucked up about are0h's harassment is that I do not believe for a second that he doesn't know about the reconciliation, as the weeks of shitposting with ehjovan dot social (I think that was the url) was much longer than like, the one evening I spent angling for a mutual block. I was probably the first naive fool to think that well, if I can turn things around with ehjovan, I'm sure I can work things out with are0h. And I did, foolishly as I recount in the fedilore thread I linked above, try to do just that. However all I got was a bunch of insinuations that everything I said was some anti-black dogwhistle and that if I knew any black people I wouldn't say things like that; his usual racebaiting schtick. While of course these accusations aren't true, including of the
witches.live userbase, he knows and you know, that there is no way to respond to allegations like that without sounding like an asshole as no matter how hard I tried it would have course been turned into reducing what I said to the mating call of the typical racist; "I can't be I have black friends!" As I am not a "virulent racist" as he accuses me of being, nor an unaware dipshit that is a stranger to this kind of discourse, I'm not about to tokenize my friends as defense in an online argument anyway. There's some very personal things that happened in the fallout from are0h's harassment campaign and all I am willing to say, after half a fucking decade of this bullshit, and I still wish I could just keep on keeping it to myself, is that he did contribute to endangering the life of my best friend, and no, she's not white.

This is why are0h needs to stop being given the benefit of the doubt or considered any better than even the horrible, monstrous white trans women he conjures up in his fables. The kind of reactionary behavior he exhibits is well known for projection so naturally he is no exception. And of course, if I'm not a two dimensional cardboard cutout, mustache-twirling racist, he can't grift off of being the protector and savior and lone voice of black people on the fediverse. He can't deputize my former friends as attack dogs to repeatedly smear me as this horrible, irredeemable bigot as a post-facto justification for his careless destruction of what was once a thriving community that I poured countless hours into tending and caring for, and many were deeply hurt by losing something they had considered home. No, if he did that it would disprove racism as a solvable problem, and inter-community dialog as a thing that can create a better world for everyone, and even worse it wouldn't let him cash out pearlclutching liberals' guilt into gofundme money on the backs of queer people that said liberals don't give the slightest shit about.

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

for pinning

hello, for context i used to run a very popular mastodon instance,
witches.live, until a serial harassment campaign drove most users off my instance and to where it was too expensive to keep running for its low usage especially when i never used it as it had become a source of panic attacks any time i tried

i loved running the instance and meeting many wonderful people, and i wish i could do it again but between the economy contracting and having my eagerness to build community and show good faith to others beaten out of me, i can only afford and bear to come back at all on a single user instance.

so, hi! im anna. i just want to have fun with other queer people who are also having fun. also i still have a lot of beef to cook with those who abused me, and more importantly, help people going through the same kind of dehumanization and ostracization that i and so many others have gone through in online spaces. im very opinionated and loose-tongued, but am not threatened by disagreement, and am always willing to negotiate boundaries. i hope we can be a part of building a new online community that doesn’t discard people anymore, one shitpost at a time!

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

i mean, i can't lie. i had some good times. running w.l was very fun for a while, we had a healthy community, great mix of people, and despite what certain people tell you, more people of color and people of various marginalized identities than i suspect was typical for a fediverse instance. the HOA of the fediverse couldn't stand that though. marginalized people having fun and building community? this cannot stand!

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

anyway just a reminder that my high crimes that deemed the hundreds of people on witches.live as "racists" was spelling piΓ±ata correctly and being annoyed with people putting me on blast for a user that was immediately banned once i found out (and being annoyed i wasn't told directly, sooner)

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

- hexile.witches.live technical notes -

gentowo gentowo proudly powered by gentoo btw gentowo gentowo just like witches.live before it gentowo gentowo

running akkoma since its apparently in a state of lesser disrepair than pleroma, and i dont want to spend more than $5 running this shit. i like the react emotes and the favicon icons next to everyone's name.

its just me so thankfully i dont have to bother with blocking anything or anyone and won't unless it's gross and fucked up illegal shit or nazi shit


anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

Wrote a post in reply to someone with some further context about the whole thing that went down with ehjovan that has been used repeatedly to post-facto justify destroying my instance and our community as me being some kind of giant harassing racist, and I think it's time I make clear the huge part of this that is missing, though some of it does come out in my posts in the background posted by fedilore here:

https://mastodon.social/@fedilore/112169508646343514

The thing left out of that thread outside of some oblique-ish references in screenshots is that the person i was accused of "harassing" was someone i was told was some presumed-white fuckjerry-style instagram influencer bro and i wanted them to block my instance because at the time (and still to a degree) blocks don't work if they're not mutual. I had in several previous occasions annoyed admins of servers that I didn't want to gobble up all my users' posts into blocking us after asking nicely didn't work, and yeah I didn't want some instagram bros harassing my users behind some half-working mirrorglass block!

Silly as that may be, that was my impetus and always was; I was misinformed of the kind of people were on ehjovan and who ejhovan himself was and was trying to protect my users from an internet subculture that would go on to be known for such great hits as Fyre Festival. However, after some barbs back and forth, I actually got to know ehjovan who wasn't an asshole and mostly just confused by my demands to block witches, and in the process got to know him better and made some friends on his instance. After I had realized my error and stopped demanding a mutual block, I learned that ehjovan was not some white fuckjerry instagram influencer bro, but actually a gay black man with a great (if somewhat canceldon-incompatible, which was where the bad information i had in the first place came from) sense of humor. At no point did I both know ehjovan was black and was pestering him, so it is and has been pretty ridiculous to call me racist or accuse me of "targeting PoC" for this. I had a lot of fun with him and some of the people on that instance, and I still miss them to this day.

Part of what's so fucked up about are0h's harassment is that I do not believe for a second that he doesn't know about the reconciliation, as the weeks of shitposting with ehjovan dot social (I think that was the url) was much longer than like, the one evening I spent angling for a mutual block. I was probably the first naive fool to think that well, if I can turn things around with ehjovan, I'm sure I can work things out with are0h. And I did, foolishly as I recount in the fedilore thread I linked above, try to do just that. However all I got was a bunch of insinuations that everything I said was some anti-black dogwhistle and that if I knew any black people I wouldn't say things like that; his usual racebaiting schtick. While of course these accusations aren't true, including of the
witches.live userbase, he knows and you know, that there is no way to respond to allegations like that without sounding like an asshole as no matter how hard I tried it would have course been turned into reducing what I said to the mating call of the typical racist; "I can't be I have black friends!" As I am not a "virulent racist" as he accuses me of being, nor an unaware dipshit that is a stranger to this kind of discourse, I'm not about to tokenize my friends as defense in an online argument anyway. There's some very personal things that happened in the fallout from are0h's harassment campaign and all I am willing to say, after half a fucking decade of this bullshit, and I still wish I could just keep on keeping it to myself, is that he did contribute to endangering the life of my best friend, and no, she's not white.

This is why are0h needs to stop being given the benefit of the doubt or considered any better than even the horrible, monstrous white trans women he conjures up in his fables. The kind of reactionary behavior he exhibits is well known for projection so naturally he is no exception. And of course, if I'm not a two dimensional cardboard cutout, mustache-twirling racist, he can't grift off of being the protector and savior and lone voice of black people on the fediverse. He can't deputize my former friends as attack dogs to repeatedly smear me as this horrible, irredeemable bigot as a post-facto justification for his careless destruction of what was once a thriving community that I poured countless hours into tending and caring for, and many were deeply hurt by losing something they had considered home. No, if he did that it would disprove racism as a solvable problem, and inter-community dialog as a thing that can create a better world for everyone, and even worse it wouldn't let him cash out pearlclutching liberals' guilt into gofundme money on the backs of queer people that said liberals don't give the slightest shit about.

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

for pinning

hello, for context i used to run a very popular mastodon instance,
witches.live, until a serial harassment campaign drove most users off my instance and to where it was too expensive to keep running for its low usage especially when i never used it as it had become a source of panic attacks any time i tried

i loved running the instance and meeting many wonderful people, and i wish i could do it again but between the economy contracting and having my eagerness to build community and show good faith to others beaten out of me, i can only afford and bear to come back at all on a single user instance.

so, hi! im anna. i just want to have fun with other queer people who are also having fun. also i still have a lot of beef to cook with those who abused me, and more importantly, help people going through the same kind of dehumanization and ostracization that i and so many others have gone through in online spaces. im very opinionated and loose-tongued, but am not threatened by disagreement, and am always willing to negotiate boundaries. i hope we can be a part of building a new online community that doesn’t discard people anymore, one shitpost at a time!

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

- hexile.witches.live technical notes -

gentowo gentowo proudly powered by gentoo btw gentowo gentowo just like witches.live before it gentowo gentowo

running akkoma since its apparently in a state of lesser disrepair than pleroma, and i dont want to spend more than $5 running this shit. i like the react emotes and the favicon icons next to everyone's name.

its just me so thankfully i dont have to bother with blocking anything or anyone and won't unless it's gross and fucked up illegal shit or nazi shit

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

i mean, i can't lie. i had some good times. running w.l was very fun for a while, we had a healthy community, great mix of people, and despite what certain people tell you, more people of color and people of various marginalized identities than i suspect was typical for a fediverse instance. the HOA of the fediverse couldn't stand that though. marginalized people having fun and building community? this cannot stand!

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

anyway just a reminder that my high crimes that deemed the hundreds of people on witches.live as "racists" was spelling piΓ±ata correctly and being annoyed with people putting me on blast for a user that was immediately banned once i found out (and being annoyed i wasn't told directly, sooner)

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

i mean, i can't lie. i had some good times. running w.l was very fun for a while, we had a healthy community, great mix of people, and despite what certain people tell you, more people of color and people of various marginalized identities than i suspect was typical for a fediverse instance. the HOA of the fediverse couldn't stand that though. marginalized people having fun and building community? this cannot stand!

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

i have spent the majority of my adult life and even some of my pre-adult life running spaces for people online and carving out a place i can call home, i have never found this as difficult and unrewarding as when i made a fediverse instance

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

like sure, a bunch of these are places i can, did, and would still block if i was still running w.l proper, but the real insidious thing with these people is they block all the instances with racial slurs in their name then put instances full of of transfemmes and people who commit the high crime of running pleroma on the same level of block

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

or -- god forbid! -- are chosen as the next sacrifice for the patreon of the chief race cop of the fediverse, or displease the sensibilities of the fey, also known as the apartheid pixie

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

like sure, a bunch of these are places i can, did, and would still block if i was still running w.l proper, but the real insidious thing with these people is they block all the instances with racial slurs in their name then put instances full of of transfemmes and people who commit the high crime of running pleroma on the same level of block

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

never heard of this instance but starting to understand why

anna, a criticality incident at the gender accelerator
@anna@hexile.witches.live

oh strangeobject.space is shutting down citing being disconnected from the community, who could have warned you about that one