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@alina@girldick.gay

alina transition timeline!!! :3 (selfies, eye contact)

first pic i was 15 and didnt know i was trans yet - my parents forced me to cut it off for becoming popular in preparation of going to a new school, which i hated because i loved my hair that reached down to my ass

on the second i was 16, closeted trans and my main hobbies were arch linux, C & x86asm, and doing all kinds of drugs for the first time, but generally being depressed due to being trapped in my nazi village still. i would've probably not made it out of there alive if it wasn't for my awesome friends back then, especially @anna@girldick.gay

the third one i took a few weeks after i ran away from my parents to berlin, and then to karlsruhe to study at the most prominent comp sci uni in germany - and failing due to depression, but finding so much more freedom and valuable friends)

the fourth one was on my way to the @VVoidCamp@chaos.social , so about one year ago. i just went through a really rough breakup and tried my best to keep my life together

in the next post i'll show some pictures that i associate with Present Day Present Time alina, i think she is especially pretty and proud of that too,, c:

me in front of a blue background wearing a blue mask and a no game no life anime hoodie, i have short hair and generally look like a boy

alina with curly hair and a black ffp2 mask in what looks like a forest, she's wearing a plain hoodie and her hair grow a lot longer again

alina with darker, longer curly hair, wearing a pink collar and tshirt and her trans pride bunny in front of a forest

@alina@girldick.gay

(2) alina transition timeline!!! :3 (selfies, eye contact)

here is the present day alina!! she's adorable, isn't she?! i'm so proud of her for making it here. i left out a lot of rough stuff she had to fight through to survive because otherwise this post would've been a whole book, but yeah those were my last few years... how were yours? :o

alina standing on the warschauer straße brücke in berlin in front of a pretty sunnset

alina in a very pretty garden, with soft and beautiful hair and skin. she's a bit sad, but hopes for the best

alina standing on a balcony, wearing a white crop top and her beautiful curly hair. she's smiling!

alina wearing a white mask, lab coat and headphones to supress the noises of the train she's in. her hair is especially pretty here

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@SleepyCatten@cultofshiv.wtf

re: (2) alina transition timeline!!! :3 (selfies, eye contact)

@alina@girldick.gay We've not updated our transition timeline for a while, but here are a few:
2 years on GAHT
slightly-newer comparison of before / after
1000 days on GAHT
how we actually looked in our 20s and 30s (after folks kept voting us as younger in age polls)

We keep meaning to do more, but executive function and time both limited.