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Jasmine runningJuly: My boymode is failing me (as long as I wear makeup—no hair removal yet).
Also: These came in before schedule. I realised I wouldn't make it through summer, so…
Jasmine runningI came out! With this one.
On August 17th, my one year anniversary.
Jasmine runningStill May: Nothing can stop me now. 😁
That picture with the mustard yellow pants is the first of me in someone else's mirror!
Jasmine runningJuly: My boymode is failing me (as long as I wear makeup—no hair removal yet).
Also: These came in before schedule. I realised I wouldn't make it through summer, so…
Jasmine runningMay: then I stopped doing makeup. I got rid of T again during April and my mood got better.
On May 9th, I tried makeup again. On the first image I'm barely able keep myself from crying—this was so intensely dysphoric. In the second I'm shutting off and concentrating to get an ok selfie.
Then I started cooking food to forget about it, and half an hour later when I ran into the bathroom to wash my hands…
🤯
That moment right there. That's when everything turned. From that moment I started to transition for my own sake too, not just for the kid to have two parents.
Jasmine runningStill May: Nothing can stop me now. 😁
That picture with the mustard yellow pants is the first of me in someone else's mirror!
Jasmine runningMarch: Did my first makeup! Brought out the big camera for that one.
You can also see I've gained some weight… and where.
Jasmine runningMay: then I stopped doing makeup. I got rid of T again during April and my mood got better.
On May 9th, I tried makeup again. On the first image I'm barely able keep myself from crying—this was so intensely dysphoric. In the second I'm shutting off and concentrating to get an ok selfie.
Then I started cooking food to forget about it, and half an hour later when I ran into the bathroom to wash my hands…
🤯
That moment right there. That's when everything turned. From that moment I started to transition for my own sake too, not just for the kid to have two parents.
Jasmine runningSkipping to February, I was still quite thin. But my T had just bounced back and I was eating a lot now, probably as a cope.
I liked the portrait selfie very much, but… not any more 😁
Jasmine runningMarch: Did my first makeup! Brought out the big camera for that one.
You can also see I've gained some weight… and where.
Jasmine runningNovember: This particular t-shirt didn't look like before. Neither did I.
Jasmine runningSkipping to February, I was still quite thin. But my T had just bounced back and I was eating a lot now, probably as a cope.
I liked the portrait selfie very much, but… not any more 😁
Jasmine runningOctober, these happened. 🤯
Jasmine runningNovember: This particular t-shirt didn't look like before. Neither did I.
Jasmine runningjust one month, so I was still boymoding 100%. looking good for a 40yo! 😁
Jasmine runningOctober, these happened. 🤯
Jasmine runningHere's three days before HRT.
Jasmine runningjust one month, so I was still boymoding 100%. looking good for a 40yo! 😁
Jasmine runningBefore I go to bed, I've set aside some pictures from my transition that I like for various reasons.
Here's the evening of August 17th in 2022, maybe six hours after I started HRT.
You likely do not see it, but this is the most peaceful I'd ever looked in a picture
Jasmine runningHere's three days before HRT.