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33 days no nicotine btw

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i wanna get into emacs because of org-mode and org-roam but it's so unintuitive and ugly and hard to configure because i dont know how to write any elisp

(am currently still using neovim/nixvim)

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ich piss auf das mic und die mucke klingt fetter als 90% der hurensohnrapper

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@ChloeCrimson@transgirl.cafe i'll use grafterm

for observability i've pretty much settled on victoriametrics and victorialogs because it's lightweight, written in rust, easy to configure, performant and is compatible with prometheus exporters

grafana was just my idea for having a web based dashboard with pretty resource, IO/network, and uptime graphs

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@ChloeCrimson@transgirl.cafe elastic is pretty much obsolete with victorialogs tbh

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are there any FOSS alternatives to grafana worth considering? otherwise i might just roll with them for my new deployment since i'm used to it, but in the end i will probably mainly use TUIs for monitoring anyway

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does anyone here have a working NixOS configuration of iocaine with nginx (and kanIDM) that i can take a look at?

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alina transition timeline!!! :3 (selfies, eye contact)

first pic i was 15 and didnt know i was trans yet - my parents forced me to cut it off for becoming popular in preparation of going to a new school, which i hated because i loved my hair that reached down to my ass

on the second i was 16, closeted trans and my main hobbies were arch linux, C & x86asm, and doing all kinds of drugs for the first time, but generally being depressed due to being trapped in my nazi village still. i would've probably not made it out of there alive if it wasn't for my awesome friends back then, especially @anna@girldick.gay

the third one i took a few weeks after i ran away from my parents to berlin, and then to karlsruhe to study at the most prominent comp sci uni in germany - and failing due to depression, but finding so much more freedom and valuable friends)

the fourth one was on my way to the @VVoidCamp@chaos.social , so about one year ago. i just went through a really rough breakup and tried my best to keep my life together

in the next post i'll show some pictures that i associate with Present Day Present Time alina, i think she is especially pretty and proud of that too,, c:

me in front of a blue background wearing a blue mask and a no game no life anime hoodie, i have short hair and generally look like a boy

alina with curly hair and a black ffp2 mask in what looks like a forest, she's wearing a plain hoodie and her hair grow a lot longer again

alina with darker, longer curly hair, wearing a pink collar and tshirt and her trans pride bunny in front of a forest

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(2) alina transition timeline!!! :3 (selfies, eye contact)

here is the present day alina!! she's adorable, isn't she?! i'm so proud of her for making it here. i left out a lot of rough stuff she had to fight through to survive because otherwise this post would've been a whole book, but yeah those were my last few years... how were yours? :o

alina standing on the warschauer straße brücke in berlin in front of a pretty sunnset

alina in a very pretty garden, with soft and beautiful hair and skin. she's a bit sad, but hopes for the best

alina standing on a balcony, wearing a white crop top and her beautiful curly hair. she's smiling!

@alina@girldick.gay

alina transition timeline!!! :3 (selfies, eye contact)

first pic i was 15 and didnt know i was trans yet - my parents forced me to cut it off for becoming popular in preparation of going to a new school, which i hated because i loved my hair that reached down to my ass

on the second i was 16, closeted trans and my main hobbies were arch linux, C & x86asm, and doing all kinds of drugs for the first time, but generally being depressed due to being trapped in my nazi village still. i would've probably not made it out of there alive if it wasn't for my awesome friends back then, especially @anna@girldick.gay

the third one i took a few weeks after i ran away from my parents to berlin, and then to karlsruhe to study at the most prominent comp sci uni in germany - and failing due to depression, but finding so much more freedom and valuable friends)

the fourth one was on my way to the @VVoidCamp@chaos.social , so about one year ago. i just went through a really rough breakup and tried my best to keep my life together

in the next post i'll show some pictures that i associate with Present Day Present Time alina, i think she is especially pretty and proud of that too,, c:

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how does one markdown on mastodon

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