Brutkey

Melody :PoweredByNeocatFloof:
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be

m_star@mk.absturztaube -> mstar@woem.men -> here (but without follower transfer)

That one very forgettable background character that ensures everything is running smoothly

Catfops (
PoweredByNeocatFloof PoweredByNeofoxFloof), hoster of various small services, doer of stupid things, poster of rarely seen messages, supporter of friends (and maybe not-friends).

If I fuck something up, please give me (constructive) feedback. I want to improve but it's hard to do so when I'm not made aware of my mistakes.

E-versary: 12-11-2024

Gentle voices may be kind
But the voices always lie, LIE,
LIE!
- The Stupendium, Dough Re Me

Will immediately reject follow requests from the following types of accounts (unless I can directly link them to someone I know):
- Empty profile
- "Bot" flag set, but account not actually controlled by a script running on some server somewhere (you're actively causing at least yourself problems, stop it)
- Accounts with clauses similar to "DM me/Explain me why I should accept a follow from you"

This list may be extended in the future

Oh, and if you want to, you're always free to dm me, be it here or Discord (though for Discord, please either tell me in the message request who you are or tell me here)

🐱 Cat
Notes
9294
Following
0
Followers
0
Birthday
2001-08-11
Location
Karlsruhe, Germany
Own webpage
https://mstar.dev/
Pronouns
She/Her
Discord
m_star
Personal git server
https://git.mstar.dev/mstar
Private alt
@mstar@catgirl.center
Signal
mStar.01
Matrix
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be:ori.cat
Melody :PoweredByNeocatFloof:
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be
not mental health - but an explanation

Due to my past of constantly getting knocked down hard, constantly getting betrayed, constantly being stuck in an environment that seems to hate me, I'm used to having to fight all the time, with all of my power, just to keep the status quo. I expect, at best, for nothing to change, or, more likely, things getting worse. I don't have any grand plan. No big goal to strive towards.

And yet, I keep on moving. Keep on fighting to make it to the next day. All to get another attempt at those heavily weighted and stacked against me dice. Hoping, maybe foolishly, that eventually I'll maybe manage to hit that infinitely small chance of seeing an improvement, no matter how small

Melody :PoweredByNeocatFloof:
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be

Huh, turns out I never posted my character's ref sheet (and how I wish I looked irl, with very few adjustments) on this account. So here, have the ref sheet. I love her and this concept of mixing the aesthetics of steampunk and scifi

Melody :PoweredByNeocatFloof:
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be

The strong need to make and see others happy vs the damage it does to me since I have no one wanting to support me

Melody :PoweredByNeocatFloof:
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be

Have you ever wanted to meet or visit the Melody? Are you willing and capable of reaching Karlsruhe, Germany?

Well, you're in luck because I have way too much free time. The only consistent time drains I have are school and work, so if you want to meet/visit me, just send a message (kinda hard to know that you'd want to otherwise, I can't read minds). Short term requests are no problem, but giving me some more time to prepare can open up some potentially cool options.


Or do you need some company? Emergency hugs? Someone to talk or vent to?

Well, this offer also extends into the other direction. If you want me to come over and are within the city, you're also free to request that. If the rest of my day is downtime, rapid deployment can also be available. For long term planning, a distance of up to 2h via Deutschlandticket train is also available

Melody :PoweredByNeocatFloof:
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be

Need to somehow find more friends to visit and cuddle.
Problem: I have absolutely no idea how to do so (the finding friends part, already working on the cuddling part)


Melody :PoweredByNeocatFloof:
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be
not mental health - but an explanation

Due to my past of constantly getting knocked down hard, constantly getting betrayed, constantly being stuck in an environment that seems to hate me, I'm used to having to fight all the time, with all of my power, just to keep the status quo. I expect, at best, for nothing to change, or, more likely, things getting worse. I don't have any grand plan. No big goal to strive towards.

And yet, I keep on moving. Keep on fighting to make it to the next day. All to get another attempt at those heavily weighted and stacked against me dice. Hoping, maybe foolishly, that eventually I'll maybe manage to hit that infinitely small chance of seeing an improvement, no matter how small

Melody :PoweredByNeocatFloof:
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be

Huh, turns out I never posted my character's ref sheet (and how I wish I looked irl, with very few adjustments) on this account. So here, have the ref sheet. I love her and this concept of mixing the aesthetics of steampunk and scifi

Melody :PoweredByNeocatFloof:
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be

Have you ever wanted to meet or visit the Melody? Are you willing and capable of reaching Karlsruhe, Germany?

Well, you're in luck because I have way too much free time. The only consistent time drains I have are school and work, so if you want to meet/visit me, just send a message (kinda hard to know that you'd want to otherwise, I can't read minds). Short term requests are no problem, but giving me some more time to prepare can open up some potentially cool options.


Or do you need some company? Emergency hugs? Someone to talk or vent to?

Well, this offer also extends into the other direction. If you want me to come over and are within the city, you're also free to request that. If the rest of my day is downtime, rapid deployment can also be available. For long term planning, a distance of up to 2h via Deutschlandticket train is also available

Melody :PoweredByNeocatFloof:
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be

The strong need to make and see others happy vs the damage it does to me since I have no one wanting to support me

Melody :PoweredByNeocatFloof:
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be

Need to somehow find more friends to visit and cuddle.
Problem: I have absolutely no idea how to do so (the finding friends part, already working on the cuddling part)