Brutkey

Melody :PoweredByNeocatFloof:
@mstar@mk.absturztau.be
not mental health - but an explanation

Due to my past of constantly getting knocked down hard, constantly getting betrayed, constantly being stuck in an environment that seems to hate me, I'm used to having to fight all the time, with all of my power, just to keep the status quo. I expect, at best, for nothing to change, or, more likely, things getting worse. I don't have any grand plan. No big goal to strive towards.

And yet, I keep on moving. Keep on fighting to make it to the next day. All to get another attempt at those heavily weighted and stacked against me dice. Hoping, maybe foolishly, that eventually I'll maybe manage to hit that infinitely small chance of seeing an improvement, no matter how small