S T E L L A R :bun:@Stellar@mk.absturztau.be 🌐
i assumed falling asleep into nightmares was the worst, it turns out waking up into one is.
please make it stop, i want to go back to nightmares every night i can't handle one more nice happy dream, i can't handle seeing the vision of what could be my life fade away when i start waking up leaving its place for the reality i live in.
i have to draw her face, its fading away, i don't want to forget it