@North@chaos.social
I was once gifted a 9/11 memorial CIA challenge coin for participating in a roundtable discussion with a bunch of Pentagon guys about what a "makerspace" is. This was at my office, at the behest of my employer. Guy said the 9/11 coins were the only ones left in the giftshop. That's the day I stopped trying to convince myself that what we were doing was good.
@North@chaos.social
Maybe it's more personal for people who were there at the inception, but I was late to the game and while I absolutely drank the kool-aid for a while, I did eventually become disillusioned with the whole thing before my entire self-conception was based on it. Even then, it has been an ongoing struggle to separate the things that are good and human (transparency, sharing, cooperation, creativity) from the things that are extractive and exploitative about "our hobby"
