Nick Poole@North@chaos.social
This is something that's always been a problem for me. I need some amount of time pressure in order to function, but too much time pressure and I just shut down altogether. As it stands, I spend most of my day in a sort of ADHD paralysis and have to dedicate entire days to either "work" or "not work," which means I spend most of my time doing things that I don't really want to do but also feeling guilty for not being productive.
Nick Poole@North@chaos.social
It feels good, however, to be able to see that problem again from where I am. It's like I've climbed back up to the cliff edge that I fell off of and now I can spend some cycles trying to figure out how to prevent doing it again.