Brutkey

Tom
@Erased_Citizen@cupoftea.social

I’m anxious about Thursday. Less about the tests themselves. I feel like I will either manage them or not, I’m oddly calm about it. I’m weirdly anxious about stupid things like “what if I accidentally forget to go?” or “what if I’m late?” or “what if they think I don’t look smart?”

Tom
@Erased_Citizen@cupoftea.social

I found practicing for the tests kinda tricky as they didn’t completely accurately match the real tests. But I’ve done reading and understand what they are asking so I think I’ll be ok. The way I see it is that I didn’t expect to pass the last lot and did, so maybe the same will happen here. I feel like they play to my strengths so there’s that.

Tom
@Erased_Citizen@cupoftea.social

I realise that last bit maybe sounds overconfident. It’s less that, but more just trying to not overthink about it too much. If I did that, I think things would be much, much worse.