Spike@pastthepixels@is.potatoe.ca
being avoidant isn't like me being evil and deciding I hate people
I really wanna talk to people but sometimes my brain takes my words away, or prevents me from reading something, or prevents me from talking to people
please don't take that as an invitation to stop talking to me. i'm sorry. I wish I could help it. some things I still need to hear.
I'm sorry that I say I need constant attention and do this. I wish I wasn't like this.