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ShadSterling
@ShadSterling@mastodon.social

@sinituulia@eldritch.cafe I’ve never been able to think of what I want to do in terms of jobs. In 2nd grade writing stories with my best friend about our stuffed animals I wanted to be a writer. In high school performing in musicals I wanted to be a dancer/actor/singer but spent my time at home programming computers. After flunking out of my first attempt at college (double in Dance and CS) I ran away with the circus and did odd jobs until I accidentally got a β€œreal job” as a network admin

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ShadSterling
@ShadSterling@mastodon.social

@sinituulia@eldritch.cafe 🧡🧡 The first time I really thought about what I want to do with my life was when I started getting unsatisfied with that job not being challenging enough, and eventually deciding I’d rather be working on software that simulates physics & engineering, which led me to make a 2nd attempt at college which ended up being a triple major in physics, math, and CS (another kind of triple-threat?). But after that I couldn’t afford to take my time job hunting,

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ShadSterling
@ShadSterling@mastodon.social

@sinituulia@eldritch.cafe 🧡🧡 so now I’m a Software Engineer working on an order processing system. I’d like to try to get back up on a trapeze or to work on software tools for math and physics, but now I have health problems that make that too much to do on top of having to work for a living.

I guess that’s really β€œall of the above” for the poll, but I really hate that we’re all basically required to do things rich people want in order to survive.

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