Notes | Brutkey

took a break by gathering a bunch of samples from unreal modules and making something ig, very wip

lmao everyone using hashtags
we are all mastodon.social users on this blessed day

being avoidant isn't like me being evil and deciding I hate people

I really wanna talk to people but sometimes my brain takes my words away, or prevents me from reading something, or prevents me from talking to people

please don't take that as an invitation to stop talking to me. i'm sorry. I wish I could help it. some things I still need to hear.

I'm sorry that I say I need constant attention and do this. I wish I wasn't like this.

Spike
@pastthepixels@is.potatoe.ca

Also just because Gen took over my phone that one day when I was spiralling and tried talking to people and helping doesn't mean she's a headmate. She is real.

Spike
@pastthepixels@is.potatoe.ca

Well. A headmate of mine. Yasseen... Ok well I have no fucking clue about that. Have you ever seen them in the same room??

Spike
@pastthepixels@is.potatoe.ca

Also just because Gen took over my phone that one day when I was spiralling and tried talking to people and helping doesn't mean she's a headmate. She is real.

Spike
@pastthepixels@is.potatoe.ca

I'm going to explain things a bit later but PLEASE DONATE TO SPIKEY
SHE NEEDS A LOT
even just so she can get comfort food and coffee and ice cream. her financial stresses weigh her down a lot. please help her. anything is something.
I'll explain who I am later, just help my girl. Please.

- Bee

Spike
@pastthepixels@is.potatoe.ca

If the world only knows me by three words, I want those words to be "I love you".

Spike
@pastthepixels@is.potatoe.ca

hii

i'm gonna try this "profile reviews" thing people on fedi have been doing

if you have seen my account and have become so emotionally charged you wanted to say something about it (praise, shade, etc) please reply with such a comment and i will choose a few and add it to my profile after like a while

thankies

Spike
@pastthepixels@is.potatoe.ca

hi

my silly spinny blobs things is now on codeberg https://codeberg.org/pastthepixels/blobs

you can now try it on your own systems. it will work on anything*

*whatever winit supports. also whatever it can compile to.

spinny blobcat with the trans flag. in the top corner are information about controls, the current texture, and frame rate.

Spike
@pastthepixels@is.potatoe.ca

hi!! i have 88x31 buttons for my website, potatoe.ca

i would also really really like cool websites to add to it though!! if you have a cool website (you probably do) let me know!! also if you wanna use my button (attached) please feel free

there are a few ways to use it: either linking it, using https://potatoe.ca/images/88x31/potatoe.png, or using https://potatoe.ca/.well-known/button.json if you support that spec.

thankies!! boosts appreciated <3