Notes | Brutkey

The sudden impulse to hit undo on that very last eyeliner stroke

Just deleted my podcast app along with feeds and episodes. Done with all of it.

Fifteen years of liminal thought space and mental breathing room cluttered up by the ramblings of people who don't know me and never will.

In reality it has been a coping mechanism for me when I needed to get things done but struggled to execute. I could turn off my brain and autopilot through it. The exact behavior that I'm going through the process of finally transitioning to avoid.

Adios (parasocial) amigos!

Dahlia
@glamfrenzy@toot.lgbt

The moon is like a spotlight tonight. So bright!

I can see surface features clearly just looking at it

Dahlia
@glamfrenzy@toot.lgbt

@sillyCoelophysis@hachyderm.io
I found the two Ace Ventura movies on VHS at the thrift store and bought them (50c each) thinking I loved these as a kid, I'm prepared for the bigotry, let's see if I can get a dose of nostalgic joy here.

Result: the second movie remains unwatched

Dahlia
@glamfrenzy@toot.lgbt

@sillyCoelophysis@hachyderm.io
I will say that Einhorn refusing to sit down to take a piss while Ace is outside the bathroom door is a power move

Dahlia
@glamfrenzy@toot.lgbt

There should be a hyper-exclusive amusement park for billionaires built with all the same disregard for regulations and human safety they employ in their own pursuits

Dahlia
@glamfrenzy@toot.lgbt

Introduction

Hi! I'm Dahlia.

I'm mainly into friendly chatter and conversation here. I take a lot of fedi breaks but I do try to engage, often awkwardly, through replies when I can.

Stuff to say hi about:
#trans and #TransJoy
#vhs and #RetroGaming
#diy, #drawing, #LinoCut, #EverydayArt
#vegan, #goth, #DeathRock
#zines and little hand drawn comics

I like seeing little art projects that people do to get through the day.

Open to #mh talk. Learning a lot and navigating my own deal too.