@cyberboy@fedi.catboy.agency
meow 
meow 
ah yes, gay smut once again saves the day by distracting me from reality
well I got my first speeding ticket today. the best part is I wasn't even going any faster than the rest of the traffic, I also have not been able to renew my out of state license so that added to the ticket.
I really am at a loss now, I feel defeated. I try my best to do everything right but bad things keep happening to me. its hard for me to justify why I keep moving forward when life has been this hard. everytime I try to do things right something bad happens.
This past year has been really rough on me, first me and my purrtner get kicked out of her parents home around the beginning of August last year and I also lost my job because of this, then a few months later right as we are getting our lives back together she gets diagnosed with cancer. it's like neither one of us can ever get a foot forward in life without having to immediately take several steps back.
I'm already so depressed that I barely get any joy out of anything, I can't even enjoy video games or TV like I used to. I just can't focus on anything, just the stress of everything is constantly running in my mind.
I'm not sure what I'm even going to do at this point. I don't have money to pay for these fines and I don't have the money for court costs to try and negotiate the fine or talk to a judge so I'm fucked
I'm just tired of everything, just existing should not be this difficult
meow meow meow meow meow meow 
goob meownyan floofy fedi 
I am totally normal about boys with cute paws 
my reaction when boys
but also my reaction when girls or enbies
my reaction when boys
Catboy Agency service update 
we are now using umami analytics on our sharkey instance. umami respects your right to privacy, it does not collect your ip address and it respects DNT headers in your web browser — enable do not track mode in your web browsers settings to opt out of our analytics.
please reach out to me directly if you have any questions or concerns regarding this change, thank mew 
We now have our public SearXNG instance back up for any of you lovely creatures who may want to use it.
In case you did not know SearxNG is a free open-source metasearch engine that can search with multiple different search providers at once all while protecting your privacy, all search queries are first passed through our server befurr it reaches the destination search provider which helps mask the origin of what you are searching for.
If you wannya give it a try our SearXNG instance is available at:
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