#Drumming lesson number 8, its starting to come together and my limbs are starting to do as they are told π
For someone #actuallyautistic this is a massive milestone for me and I can already feel my co-ordination and balance improving as my brain learns different patterns π₯³
@pathfinder@beige.party
Part of me thinks I should continue our friendship and gradually change her mind about using AI and the rest of me thinks what kind of arsehole would that make me! Itβs too complicated Iβm bowing out π«£
@pathfinder@beige.party
This is why I donβt have friends π
Fucking fuck fuck wank fuck. Iβve been using bumbles BFF app to make local friends and been chatting to a woman who Iβm pretty sure could become one of my people.
Today we started chatting about music and she told me she wrote lyrics for an album a friend of hers produced. As a song writer and musician myself I got very excited until she gave more details.
Her friend used suno AI to create songs from her lyrics. And she thinks itβs totes cool that tech can do that now.

#silentsunday
@satsuma@dice.camp
Not that I can see - no other posts about it anyway. Just noticed emoji list is not showing images either lol
@satsuma@dice.camp
Just tried using a different app on desktop and its the same issue :(
Ok so the last few days Iβve not been able to see pics on here itβs just blank squares. Now peopleβs profile pics are blank too, on both desktop browser (Firefox) and mastodon app on phone. Cannot find any info anywhere. Help? #mastadonhelp
Remember that time when #madonna made music videos putting both womenβs pleasure and queer identities on our tv screens and the media went full on witch trials on her? I do, she was my hero!
#feminism #pride
https://youtu.be/Np_Y740aReI?feature=shared
Content warning, sexual abuse and parental alienation.
Iβve taken the 1st steps in seeking legal action against my mother and my ex.
When I was about 9 (so around 1984) my mother started βchecking for wormsβ which involved a very invasive investigation of my vagina, about once a week.
There were atleast 3 of her boyfriends and 2 babysitters who sexually assaulted me and my younger sisters. Thatβs not a coincidence.
When I was 19 I was in a physically and sexually abusive relationship with a man who was frankly a psychopath. My mother took his side and they conspired to take my 2 daughters away to live with him.
Those daughters are now 32 and 29. My eldest and I have a wonderful relationship now but I missed her most important years. My other daughter barely acknowledges me and I feel that loss every day.
Itβs time my mother and my ex paid.
Not been able to load pics or vids on mastodon all day, on either desktop or phone. Any issues atm? #mastadonhelp