To everyone who is struggling:
I want you to know that no feeling is final. There are better days ahead. There is a tomorrow. You are a fully realized person, and are in no way defined by feelings of despair, dread or hopelessness. You are so much more than that, and nothing can take that away from you. Just like whatever is hanging over your head cannot take away the fact that there will be a tomorrow. Even if you feel like it's impossible now, there will come a day where those feelings will have gone away. It won't happen all at once, rather slowly over time, even if you don't realize it at first. So please, keep pushing forward.
You are not alone. Do not be afraid to accept help. It is okay to let go of fears that try to prevent that.
Thank you.
when someone with the sentence "Working for government CCTV surveillance" reacts to my post about government CCTV surveillance i have reached a point.
not sure which one yet...
Important PSA! cops, mass surveillance, police state.
If you leave Aschaffenburg Hauptbahnhof, your face will be processed by #Palantir.
Wear a mask or avoid the area. Do not go here unless you're coming to fucking remove this atrocity.
This is supposed to stand there for the next 3 months, apparently.
Important PSA! cops, mass surveillance, police state.
cops claim:
"Diese Maßnahme dient nicht der flächendeckenden Überwachung"
How gullible do they think people are?
Important PSA! cops, mass surveillance, police state.
If you leave Aschaffenburg Hauptbahnhof, your face will be processed by #Palantir.
Wear a mask or avoid the area. Do not go here unless you're coming to fucking remove this atrocity.
This is supposed to stand there for the next 3 months, apparently.
depol boost
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Die Polizei Köln will das antimilitaristische „Rheinmetall Entwaffnen“-Camp verbieten – mit an den Haaren herbeigezogenen Begründungen.
Ein Angriff auf Versammlungsfreiheit: unsere Solidarität gilt dem Camp und allen Betroffenen politischer Repression. https://rote-hilfe.de/meldungen/campverbot-gegen-rheinmetall-entwaffnen-ist-politischer-angriff
just noticed there's a group chat "the crazy ones among the crazy ones" and there's just two people in it (me and someone i chat with a lot anyway)
what a vibe
meeting my uncle at festival. he doesn't know i'm trans (i guess he does now)
me just wearing hotpants and a bra because weather hot.
he: "damn you're sexy"
that dude, bro 
I’m looking for recent studies or aggregated laboratory data on subcutaneous estradiol enanthate. Ideally, sources with sufficient detail to inform potential updates in estrannaise.js. Any recommendations or pointers to relevant datasets would be greatly appreciated.
i mean, one could theoretically account for SC vs IM by putting a fudge factor of about 0.9 and adjust the absorption rate constant to make it about 15% slower in order to shift Tmax a bit later than with IM. I'm aware that these are just assumptions based on data for other esters, but they make enough sense for me to want to figure out how to add them to estrannaise.js (at least just for myself), basically just as a modifier to the EEn IM model...
I’m looking for recent studies or aggregated laboratory data on subcutaneous estradiol enanthate. Ideally, sources with sufficient detail to inform potential updates in estrannaise.js. Any recommendations or pointers to relevant datasets would be greatly appreciated.
Trying to figure out how to make https://github.com/NRCHKB/node-red-contrib-homekit-bridged act as "Apple HomeKit certified" so i can let the phone do the automation (turn on the light when i come home and the sun has already set), tho i guess there are other ways, like doing some server-side automatic presence detection...
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